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Tuesday, August 16, 2011

If Your Out There..

iif you're out there.

Hey you
Girl
yeah you
with the nice eyes and the pretty smile
with the voice that sounds like heaven
with the body of a goddess
with the personality of an angel
My name's Eric, pleased to meet you.
i always asked myself and others have asked me countless times
what kind of girl is my dream girl
well to me it seems like you fit the bill
haha don't be shy, take a chance
life's all about living it up like it's your last day to live
so why not live it to the fullest extent
take a chance with me, you wont regret it..promise
but i must warn you, im a little weird.
not weird as in bad, but weird as in different
different is good nowadays, from what girls have told me.
so i guess im doing something right..
well i take that back, because if i was doing something right
i wouldn't be talking to you in the first place
i guess you can say, i've had a streak of bad luck when it comes to girls,
maybe it's a sign, or maybe it's just the way it is sometimes.
but the weird thing is..girls have told me im the perfect guy
not bragging, or anything, but it's true, ask around
and i always say thank you and be polite, but deep down, i wonder how it is possible
me: Eric Brandon Smith..is such a perfect guy but yet hasn't found his perfect girl.
you say don't worry about it?
well it doesn't necessarily worry me, but it kinda troubles me.
reason being that finding a perfect girl, is hard and painful, and i don't like the painful part.
then again who does? haha.
personally i don't care about the race, or what color your hair is, or which stereotype you fit in.
just as long as i feel comfortable around you
and the ability to feel like your style and personality compliment mine
and the ability to be in sync with one another, if you know what i mean.
you know what else would be wonderful?
if you said with confidence, "I could be the perfect girl for you." and mean it
when i say "you think you are the perfect girl for me?"
but not overconfidence
trust me i can tell when a girl is being overconfident.
but back to the main question i get asked.
what about the body you ask?
well honestly as long as i think it's reasonable, it's fine with me.
you dont have to be extra skinny, or super buff
you can have just a little bit of that extra baggage that you call "fat"
that works fine.
oh by the way, you have real nice eyes, did i mention that..
the way they shine through the light is amazing..
i kind of get lost in them...
they probably shine in the moonlight, when it hits them.
and your smile, it's so beautiful
i could look at it all day
it's very nice and warming.
haha, someone's blushing
but hey it's the truth
i call it like i see it
maybe that's being blunt and forward, but i wouldnt have said it if i didnt mean it
you're probably thinking, what a first impression, are you just trying to get in my pants?
No im not, that's the last thing that comes to my mind when making first impression, that stuff can come down the road once the relationship is established.
So you think im really outgoing and spontaneous..
well i can be
but in honesty im just introverted and shy
but being outgoing and extroverted sometimes isn't so bad
when i can feel like i can act like my true self.
at least that's what put me in this situation between me and you.
you wanna know more about me?
well.. im definitely curious for starters
curiosity killed the cat some say, but then again, i don't own a cat, so curiosity cant kill it or me.
Favorite color? would have to say green
emerald green if you wanna get into specifics
Favorite food? Homemade tacos
Favorite type of music? Neo- Soul. It's like smooth R&B and Jazz combined with singing of course.
it's a good type of genre, try it sometime.
I also love video games
Depending on the game, i think i could probably take you on. I like a challenge.
If you win, i wouldn't care, just means that i actually have someone who can give me a good time.
Favorite thing to do at night is to look out the window, and look at the stars, and think about everything that's happening in my life, from past to present, and sometimes even the future.
To me, the future is all in my active imagination, and something im definitely curious about.
Music? i love music, it's my thing. I play the flute, and i learned a little bit of piano. And it's been with me officially since 6th grade.
it's the thing that i turn to to relax or to play with how im feeling that day.
So now you're wondering, why me, why did you choose me?
it wasn't because of my mind, or my body
more because my heart said you were the right one
it definitely feels different..not like the feelings in the past
and the weird thing is..i kinda like it.
but i wanna warn you
i don't have time for games.
if you're gonna break my heart in the future
or have a shady past.
you might as well come clean about it now
because i've been through too many heartbreaks
too many sad endings
too many crushed feelings
to go through another one
not sure if i can take another one to be quite honest..
definitely isn't healthy for me one bit
but hey if you wanna take a chance on me, then how could i say no
you might actually be the soul mate i've been searching for my whole lifetime
if your heart's in it, mine is too.
looks like we got the chemistry part down
and it looks like we are definitely physically attracted to each other
and personality wise, i could say we are definitely in sync.
but are you sure?
you sure you can handle "the perfect guy" if you're not used to it.
a guy who can be a reckless, who doesn't like being controlled by a person who loves being in control
a rebel against authority in other words
a guy who's weird and different in a good way
a guy who'll give up being single and all the fun things that come with it,
just to have a very good and long relationship
a guy who'll treat you right, with respect, and like a queen, the way girls should be treated.
if so..then strap yourself in, you're in for a ride of a lifetime
you teach me and i'll teach you
and in the process of getting to know each other
we could actually dare i say...fall in love?
which i have truly haven't really felt what it means to be in "real love"
sounds dangerous and risky right?
well if your good luck syncs with my good luck
then we shouldn't have to worry about anything
no matter what, we would be inseparable
kind of like an item..
that would make me happy trust me.
everyone would think we would make the best couple in the world
and i would say i couldn't agree more, and look at you and smile.
So let's do it and get it started shall we?
and create the harmonious bliss known as true love.
This is what i would say to you, if i knew who you were..
if i had some indication or some light or a sign
something to guide me.
As im sitting here writing this note i think,
is the perfect girl someone i already met?
someone in my past?
or is the girl the one reading this note
whoever it may be, I'll tell you one thing.
I'm ready to know who you are, so come introduce yourself, don't be shy.
seriously don't be shy, i won't bite...promise
Give me your heart, and i'll give you mine.
If and only if..
If You're Out There..

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