Summer Madness Rant

Feel like ranting on about this summer so far right now..so here goes.

Another day another dawn as P.Diddy would say. Another day that floats on by that nothing significant happens, nobody doing anything, no town events, no money to really go anywhere, no type of job, nothing of that sort. This summer was supposed to be THAT Summer, where everything was poppin off and bangin, where i wouldn't sit at home bored all the time, playing xbox 360 all day, waiting on some excitement to come around my way. There's always the saying, if you want to see change, make it happen, well right now that statements a bunch of bull. Even if i were to do something, there's nothing really TO do. Like i said before, no money and no job = nothing to really do. I also remind you, it's Belleville..(see earlier blogs about it) or you can take my word for it if you A) live in Belleville or B) if you don't believe me, your gonna have to trust me on this one.

Still waiting on that recruiter to stop freakin rescheduling me and actually get a time slot that i can actually come in and fill out my paperwork so that i can enlist. I wanna get this stuff over with got dammit! Still waiting for another part of the military to send my medical and physical files to the Air Force, and hopefully that goes well, because if not i'll just end up calling the commander of the MEPS again, and we will see what happens from there. I know it may sound selfish and all, but I want everything to go my way and if it doesn't i'll do something to make it go my way. it's a messed up way of thinking but nowadays you can't expect everything to be all sunshine and rainbows and let things happen. People may get pissed and all that junk but hey, i gotta make it do what it do and i gotta look out for number one (myself). But enough complaining and whining because that's what it seems like im doing. 

They always say the best things are worth waiting for, but the real question is how long do I have to wait for them before i get frustrated and say f*** it. Now the real obvious yet ignorant answer would be to say "As long as it takes", and had you said that to me, i would've gave you this face -________-  and would tell you to go sit on the train tracks and put your life into perspective and not to move when the train comes around. And i would've said it with a smile =D

Maybe im just an impatient type of person (which i totally am) when it comes to things i want or things i wanna do. But that can't be helped, that's just who i am as a person, as a Sagittarius, as an african american in this crazy ass society we live in. 

It is what it is, easy come and easy go, but when you want something, shouldn't you take action? Should you not grab the goal by the reigns and say this is my life, and this is the direction i want to go in? Should you either go in guns blazing no holds barred attitude, or should you tactically plan this out step by step slowly, cool, calm and collected..whichever works for you i guess, I can't tell you what to do because im not you, and your not me, and i don't want you to be me and i don't wanna be you (no offense). but i will tell you this..i need a few things to happen while this summer is dragging on:

a) need a job

b) need this military processing crap to speed the f*** up (decided not to spell out the word in this blog)

c) need some excitement this summer

d) need michigan to figure out what time of the year it is because this is looking like a frozen summer out here!

That's all..rant's done..im ghost.